To love you like a sister
Lundi 23 Fevrier 2026 Today I watched 2025's film by Joachim Trier called Sentimental Value. It is an incredibly beautiful film. I can't say if the film bears the sole responsibility for my melancholy today as it is also the time of the month where my breasts start feeling heavy and tender and I feel shrunk, into the shell of a coconut. I keep reflecting on my sisters and how I show care for people. In all ways I feel that this film is a love letter to them... and also my mum and my dad --- but mostly my sisters. My heart wants so much to watch this film in an empty theatre with just my sisters; for us to see ourselves and afterwards talk about it. And we would know how deep our affections run for one another. Usually, on every other day, I look forward to the quiet of the night. But today, I just wish to sleep it all away. Sleep is a time machine and in it, may I find a day; a light bright day with echoes of tress and green and the sun filtering through blades of leaves. Sorr...